Chapter-X.

                     I was awakened by to Dave very presence.

He didn't hesitated to please me every way he could think of. I was spoilt by him. 

His touch was so sweet this morning.

As his fingers were covered in honey and he put them into my mouth one after the other.  Sure, I licked them and sucked them until they were clean.

          Come on, Pooh, try to get up, there is more where it comes from,  he teased me with a mug of wonderfully smelling coffee in his other hand, knowing this is an instant trigger in me. I mean, caffein addiction, that is.

          I prepared you a decent English breakfast, don't you come?

Suddenly I felt a good reason to get up from my comfy and warm bed I was tucked in.

I yawned an enermous one.

         Easy, tiger!-he said, you would swallow me in one.

        Not a bad idea! I would definietly give it a try , replied to him wildly grinning, but let's see my breakfast first. Can, I have my coffee, please!

       Get up, get up you're lazy one, get up and move your body.

      Body movements, ey? First thing in the morning? You just can't get enough, can you?

But by this time my mug was put down on to the floor and he was on top of me.

Now, I pull you out of bed, he threated me, but another thing was in his mind. Because he stayed there where he placed himself in the previous moment and kept kissing my neck under my chin and  drove his mouth downsters. He continued licking me, not missing one spot. I've got a clue now, why he calls me honey.

     It was like I would have something to eat and not that you would have me for breakfast, I moaned and tried not to sound as horny as I was.

But he knew me better,  he was already feeling the desire in me and continued his work relentlessly.

Girl, you gotta love your man!-he said  to me, You have to give me everything, and everything is not enough.

He unbottoned the shirt on me  and opened it slowly, while he went on kissing and caressing me. I was out of breath and a deep fire was burning inside me and it was showing through  my eyes. With his hip he made my thighs spread and pushed his demanding body to the trembling one of mine. He whispered orders to my ears what should I do to him and promises what would he do to me.

Gosh, he knew how to turn me on more and more, step by step with every move he made.

I wasn't hungry anymore. Or I just hadn't had the appetite for the English breakfast. Or the English breakfast can come, if he is the English in it.

He reached my pants, he pressed his face to my tummy and covered it with hot, little sighs. I wanted to grab him and pull him inside..Errr.. if you know what I mean.

As,  I am a Lady I would never do anything like that,  of course.

I laid there motionless, let him do his job and was working hard for some air to drew in. From him, I could have been suffocated in the absence of air, because as him being a perfectionist he did his work soundly.

And  as I mentioned before he is a perfectionist, his performance was just perfect.

He looked in to my eyes and saw I was begging his merciness.

Have I said yet, that he was cruel?

He smiled at me lustfully and pressed my body on to the sheets as I started to get out of his grip, and pinned me to the bed.

     Oh no, My Lady, now I have my way with you. No escape, I make you mine right here and right now.

     Then, let it be so, I moaned and threw myself at his mercy.

I was lost in his beautiful eyes. One could discover whole stellar systems deep inside in it. There is nothing like seeing yourself reflected in your lover's eyes.  He kissed my eyes gently.

He was determined to get what is his and went on loving me. I had still some clothes  here and there on me, not much though. He was fully dressed. He hadn't waste his time to take his clothes off just opened his zipp panting . The only thing I was aware of after, was him making love to me.  I was feeling his will to see me satisfied.  I felt every joy he brought.

 Then nothing, I died in his arms.

When I could open my eyes I saw him coming.  First, the extreme tension on his face, the wild groaning, then his long, deep sigh, sweat dripping from his forehead and back and his relived, smoothed face.  He fought to gain his breath back.

All of these made me so extremely happy. It was a wonderful feeling to please him completely, to do whatever he asks you to do, to be his lover.

      Oh, girl, you're killing me, he muttered.

      My Lord I am not a girl anymore, you just made me a woman!

He laughed wholeheartedly. He was just happy.  

       After, of  course we had had the magnificiant meal he prepared for us previously. Maybe, we had to reheat the bacon , but it had worth it. David amused me, playing a chef. It turned out, that he is pretty good in cooking. He made a fantastic tea. I never drank tea with milk, but as he prepared it with condensed milk, it tasted nice.

He spread me honey on to a piece of toast, it was dripping and it was running down on his forearm. Guess, I started licking again. He let me, holding his hand out. He seemingly enjoyed it, because he poured more honey onto the palm of his hand and fed me from hands, like I was his pet.  As I was.

We consumed every morsel which was avaliable. The previous events happened in the bedroom induced wolf appetite in us.

      Doing the washing up is your turn today, he said and went to the living room to try the radio again. He was worried a bit as nothing happened after we sent our first messages. He switched it on and there was the buzzing again. For a long time just the buzzing and nothing else. Then someone, a man's voice was hearable, it wasn't clear but the man called out for our names, so we knew we have been searched.

Dave gave an immadiate answer repeating the data the man asked. He was the official communicator of the rescue team. He informed us, they found the site where the avalanches happened, but none were found alive yet and the search for the deads were difficult in the critical weather conditions.  They weren't aware that anyone survived but they kept up hope.

He said he would  inform the director of the National Park and our families at once. He asked Dave to repeat the information he needed.

He warned us that an enermous storm is approaching the area, it would reach us in about twelve hours, so we must be prepared, they can not risk to send a plane in a situation like this. They don't know how long the storm will keep, but they advice us to stay indoors and fix all windows and doors. He was happy we found the lodge, as they knew now our exact wereabouts.

Also, he asked about our health condition and gave advices how to treat the wounds caused by the frostbite to prevent permanent damage.

He said he would ask the owner of the house if there is  spare radios and batteries in the lodge, just in case. He said, we should try sending a report about our condition in every three hours, except night. Also warned us to keep the only operating radio switched off or else the batteries would be worn out.

David noted the most important facts onto a piece of paper and promised he would do everything possible to keep us safe and sound.

     We were relieved. At least our families would be informed about that we are alive. We both missed them, especially our children.

What they were put through until now! As there weren't any survivors found they could have been in the belief we were dead, too. It's going to be easier for them from  now on.

But would it be easier for us? I was dreared the moment which would bring our separation.

The storm also could cause a lot of difficulties in the near future.

      Dave was out now checking the lodge from the outside if it was safe enough.

He had an axe in his hand and nails in his mouth. He looked weird, I was never suspected he could do household repairs. Amazingly he could.

Man, it is construction time again I tought. And smiled for just myself.

I looked around if I can fix anything inside the lodge, but I found no womenlike job.

I thought I would prepare lunch for the two of us. Went out to the kitchen and while I took  the cutlery out of the cupboard I found his iPod on the table on a piece of paper. Now I have a chance to see what my tiger listens to. I took the little equipment in to my hands and I saw my name on the paper he left there. He started to write a letter for me?- I wondered. Why? He can tell me everything he wants to. Why letter?

I wanted to read it, but I couldn't. My bloody morals! I left it there where it was and turned on the iPod. It was blues, it was Johnny Lee Hooker, I liked him ,too.

I wasn't able sweep gloomy thoughts out of my mind while I made a chili con carne and Créme Brulé. It wasn't a sophisticated job, to open two canned food and reheat them, but at least it kept me busy .

 I lost weight and it wasn't a problem, most women just too happy to lose it. But David started to look skinny now, I had to nurture him.

It was better for me put up the barriers and shut my senses, seeing no evil. But I was out of my mind, that letter made me mad. What does he want?

       He came inward and stepped into the kitchen, invisibly for me as I stood with my back to him and I couldn't hear him, because of the music. When I turned with some plates in my hands he stood right in front of me. He said nothing, only watched me carefully as if checking if I read the letter or not. He took the headset from my head and hold the iPod in his hands.

       Do you love him?

I really didn't know what to answer. Who? I didn't understand him.

       Johnny Lee Hooker, of course, he said and he was still studying my face.

       Yes, I do , answered him but I was very preoccupied with my thoughts.

       Do you love me, I mean not the physical side, but...He didn't finished his sentence.  Do you want me as I am ,he continued hesitantly.

       I couldn't speak, only was staring the clock on the wall. Sudden crush from the thin blue sky. I wasn't prepared for as a straight question as it was.

       You can't love me, can you? He was watching me. I freightened you off, I'm not that idealistic man on a piedestal you imagined, ain't I ,right?

       No, you are not.

       You needn't lie to me, I can handle the truth, speak your mind now!

You think I am demanding, possesive and arrogant.

       Yes, I answered him and I lift my head and looked straight into his eyes, yes, you are. 

He bowed his head.

 I shouldn't had to provocate you, I didn't really want to hear all this, he said quietly and headed for the door.

I gripped his shirt on his back and held him back.

       What?-he muttered.

       Let me tell you, then.

No, you are not an idol on a piedestal for me, thanks the Lord for his small mercies. You are a man of flesh and bone, you are more human than I thought. I was suprised that you can cook a meal and can fix stuff around the house.

I realised you are  actually reachable for me, as I thought of you as a kind of icon previously.

You are so lovable, capable of giving love and eager to accept that. You are my lover.

I love you, period. I won't explain it how much...There isn't any equipment to measure it, is it? You love someone or you don't, it is as simple as that. I can't measure my love for you, it is a kind of unmeasurable love.

Do you know how it feels being loved by you?

It looks like the sun, blinds you, but it feels like rain ,caresses and nurtures you.

Now, I have reached this new galaxy, called your love, and my dreams are the reality.

 I am at the place I wanted all my life, let's leap into another time.

Yes, you are possesive, but let me tell you how happy I am that you want me, how special I feel because of your love, because you've chosen me, not another one, but me to love.

You are demanding , yes, but you give so much to me, you can allow yourself to be demanding, and it has a kind of charm, you are the strong man, me the weak woman, though it can change time to time.

Yes, you are arrogant and I know very clearly why. You always want to look selfconfident and hide your insecurities, that's why. I know it, because I am just like that.

Besides, I die for that arrogant little smile in the corner of your lips.

He started to put a rather faint smile onto his face, but it would do for a start.

I continued my little monologue.

      If you want to know, it was me who was standing here, wondering what are your plans with the two of us, I would accept whatever your decision would be, just let me know.

I  have to mention quietly that I can only breathe in your presence and I would be as happy as a fish on the beach without you.

He was all smiles know. So you think, you wanna me....

    Oh my God, you are an experienced guy, had to deal with tons of women, don't ya tell me it wasn't clear for you that you are so damn important to me!

Actually, you were my very first thought after the avalanche......Belive it or not you are with me since I was a dewy fourteen year old, and you have a fix position in my soul eversince. You were always there for me, not a day passed without listening to your voice. Can you imagine this? Can you comprehend it? Can you, David, can you?

I was in tears again. He handed a hankie and I blew my nose out.

     Darling, Mauka, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't mean it, I'm terribly sorry..

Of course I was crying, but not for the reason he thought, but because I felt so loved by him and felt so relieved.

     Mauka, why did you think I didn't want you, that I lied to you?

     I didn't thought you lied, but a decision can be changed so swiftly.

I didn't believe, I had such a luck. I always wanted to meet you, I never could, I looked for the opportunities, meets and greets, afterparties and  stuff, never succeed, now I am your lover.

It isn't any wonder that I don't trust in myself. Sudden, but profound changes happened with as a deep impact as you had on me. I'd been caught in the middle of the aftermath.

See, try to look it from the other side! Don't stop me now, please! I am no one compared to you, how could I even hoped you would gave me just one glance?

      I try to understand you. But believe me, I never was satisfied with myself, never was filled with my nonexistent importance, never. I always tried to be stay human in a crazy world like this. Wasn't easy, I barely survived it.

A real wonder had happened to me. In the midst of winter I finally learned there was in me an invincable summer. I realised a friend in need is a friend indeed. So , I stand by my friends who remained and the very few new ones, as they did the same for me.

I know it is nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice.

     Yes, David it is. And you are a nice person.

     You said you didn't dare to trust in yourself. But, sure you trust me, don't you?

     Yes, I trust you, I can't allow myself not to trust you if I don't wanna lose you.

      So true.  You have to trust in me, that's your key to me.

Errr, have you read the paper on the table?

      No, I said honestly.

      Good, then, it would be a suprise for you.

      What suprise, Dave , please, please!

      A suprise is suprise, because you don't know what it is. Be patient, be more patient with me, we're still learning each other. Hon, trust me and I won't let you down, I promise it for you. I always keep my given word, always.

I tucked  away my face in his open shirt, leaned to his firm, manly body, whipped my tears off  with his shirt and held him tight.

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