12.

Martin was thinking a lot about what Anita could feel and think about these things. He was a bit afraid how she’ll decide, but he didn’t want to rush things. He was sitting in their hotel room for a few hours after meeting with Dave and talking over the things Anita had told them separately. Martin didn’t lie, he really felt that he loves her and it would have hurt him to lose her because of this. Although he wouldn’t die from it, it’d definitely hurt him for a while. But he found the relationship he had with Dave too valuable as well. He didn’t know whether he would’ve been able to give up on that if she wanted him to do so. Anyhow after a few hours he left the building to search for her. He suspected where she’d gone to. He walked along some streets and he found himself at the river bank. He walked across the small park and walkway towards the peers. He was right, she saw the girl sitting on a bench there. For a moment he hesitated then he walked to her and silently sat down next to her.

“Hi. Do I disturb you?” he asked quietly.

“Hi” she looked up “No.”

For a few minutes he just watched the ships on the river. “And what did you came up with? Or is it still soon to ask this?”

“I’ve been thinking a lot” she answered “And finally I have my decision.”

“Which is?” he turned to her.

“I… well it doesn’t disturb me. It was just… so… shocking to see it! You should’ve said it!” Anita looked at him.

“I didn’t know how you’d react. If you think deeper in it, it isn’t too easy to tell this. Just a few people can understand it. But… it really doesn’t disturb you? Don’t you find me or Dave gross because of this?”

“No, not at all” she smiled.

“I’m surprised now” he returned the smile and carefully grabbed Anita’s hand.

“Why?”

“I was afraid that… I don’t know. That it’ll end our relationship. I think I can imagine how much we’ve shocked you.”

“Very much. It was tough. I was angry, but after that I’ve realized that I don’t want to separate you and… and… that as a matter of fact…”

“As a matter of fact?”

“As a matter of fact… this… turns me on” she looked into the green eyes as she said this sentence.

Martin nearly swallowed in the wrong way from this as his eyes popped out and looked at her. He thought he heard it wrong, but her blushing was the proof that this sentence had really left her mouth. “Uhm… really? What… what do you mean?”

“What can I possible mean with this?” she smiled faintly.

“Uhm… what… does turn you on in it? The sight of two male bodies? Or… what?” he faltered out. Now he was the one who was embarrassed, which was a rare thing for him.

“It’s simply you. Other males doesn’t have this effect on me, because…” she mused for a moment “… because I don’t like men. Or at least most of them.”

“But you’re close to us enough that this can turn you on, am I right?”

“It seems so” she smiled again.

The blonde man sighed and felt that a big stone fell off of his chest “You have no idea how relieved I am now” he smiled from his heart.

“Why were you afraid, Martin? That maybe I tell it to the press? This possibility terrified Dave.”

“No. I was afraid of losing you.”

“This won’t happen from my own will” she nuzzled to him.

“It’s good to hear that” he was still smiling as he embraced her and gave a peck onto the top of her head.

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Dave woke up early that day too to hurry to the studio before the others could get there. He wanted to sing up some vocals alone. He didn’t want anybody around him right now and he didn’t like the studio that much anymore either. Somehow since that afternoon he disliked it, the building, the atmosphere so he just sang his parts and disappeared for the rest of the day. His keys rattled in the lock as he opened the door. As he walked in he opened the window to enjoy the cool morning air a bit. That couch was behind his back, but he didn’t even look at it. Finally he stood up and went to his mic, checking the lyrics. He knew that Andrew or Chris’ll arrive soon to record his vocals, so he started warming up his voice.

But the one who walked into the studio wasn’t the one he was waiting for. The blond man knew well that Dave started to come to the studio in the mornings, avoiding everyone. So he hasn’t seen him in the last few days at all. Everyone felt that something was wrong around the singer, but they didn’t say a word. It was his business and it’d happened earlier as well. But now Martin was fed up with this behavior. He felt the band was incomplete without Dave and it was palpable during working on the songs. He quietly walked in and looked into one of the soundproofed rooms. Through the window he could see Dave reading the lyrics.

The dark-haired man glimpsed up from the paper for a moment then he looked back down. His brain just processed the new information that he saw someone else than he expected. He looked back up at the blond man. Martin was just watching him, drinking in his sight and waited for him to come out from his cave. Dave knew that but he wasn’t sure whether he wanted to go and talk to him or not. Finally he decided that he can’t act this childlike and walked into the other room.

“Hi” the blonde musician said “For how long do you want to play hide-and-seek with me?”

“Why do you think that I’m hiding from you?” Dave asked back.

“Oh come on, Dave, don’t make me laugh! You come here every single morning to get over with your vocal parts like a little boy who knows that he did something wrong and cannot deal with the situation” he played with his sunglasses which were in his hands.

“Cool metaphor” he turned his back to Martin and walked to the window.

Martin didn’t answer just folded his arms and turned towards his friend.

Dave watched as people hurrying or walking on the streets. “What’s with Anita?” he asked.

“Everything’s fine with her” Mart smiled to himself.

Dave hemmed as an answer. He knew that he should say what bugs him, but how can he confess something like this? That since that afternoon he was simply afraid to face Anita or Martin? He didn’t know what they had been talking about, but he wasn’t entirely sure that he wanted to know that at all.

“David, I think it’s time for us to talk” Martin sighed.

Dave felt his muscles straining onto his bones from this sentence. He wasn’t ready to hear the worst, but maybe it’d be better to get over with it now, even if Martin tears a piece out of him with it. “Just tell me.”

“David, Anita is okay with it” he got to the point right away after a little thinking.

“What?” he turned around. The raw shock was visible on his face, because this wasn’t the answer he expected.

“It surprised me too, but you’ve heard it right” he nodded, still his arms still folded in front of his chest as he stood next to one of the laptops.

“Uhm…” Dave went silent to process this information. “But even after seeing us… you mean despite that too?”

“Yes, despite that too” he nodded again “Of course it shocked her, but… after she’d digested most parts of it, she said that it doesn’t disturb her and… it even turns her on… I mean just the two of us. She cannot imagine it with other men.”

“You have a strange girlfriend, Martin” Dave ‘grimaced’.

“Well… I hit the jackpot” he smiled “But you know what this means, don’t you?”

“What?” he asked back.

“Well…” his smile got wider and he shot a predator-like glimpse at him as he stepped to Dave and gently grabbed his nape to press a soft kiss onto his lips before looking into his eyes again “… you don’t have to fear that I’ll have to choose between you two.”

“You’d have chosen her anyway” Dave shrugged.

“Do you really have to ruin the moment?” Martin pulled away.

“No” he smiled, but he felt that he had to say this.

They were interrupted by Andrew’s arrival. “Hi guys! I thought I’ll find just Dave here” he greeted him with a handshake “Ready to work?”

“Before that I have to go and arrange some things” Martin shook his head “But from tomorrow on Dave’ll work with us again, am I right?” he smiled at the singer.

“Yes. I still have to close some things today, but after that I’ll be free again” the dark-haired man nodded.

“Great. Then now I go back to the hotel” Mart nodded contentedly.

Dave returned the gesture then walked back to his mic, waiting for Andrew to sit down on the other side of the glass and start the song, just to hear the usual “This was false, Dave. Try it again” comments.

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Meanwhile Mart went to buy some fresh pastries for breakfast then he went up to their hotel room with a smile on his face. His love was still peacefully sleeping on her tummy. He quickly walked to the kitchen area and put the pastries and two glasses of milk onto a tray, balancing and putting it onto one of the smaller tables. Then he quickly undressed and crawled next to his woman to give a soft kiss onto her back, trying to wake her up. He carefully pulled down the thin blanket from her body and went on with kissing her back. One of his hands slid onto her butt and in the next moment he reached between her legs from the back and started lazily stroking the delicate warm flesh.

After a few minutes Anita growled sleepily. Her mind came out very slowly from the relaxing sleep, but the gentle touches had a nice effect on her as well, so she didn’t really wanted to sink back into her dream. Martin went on with the slow wakening process and as a wave of desire rushed through his veins, he started gently biting her back, while his middle finger slid into her.

“Hmmmmmmmmmmm…” Anita moaned as she came round more and more.

Martin couldn’t take it anymore and turned her onto her back to give her a soft kiss on her lips then he quickly moved down to her breasts and started playing with them, but he couldn’t hold back for too long so his tongue and lips slid onto her revealed pussy. He started pampering it greedily.

“Good morning!” she moaned. She was still not fully awake but she was already lost in the feelings Martin evoked in her.

“Morning” he sighed and watched as another finger disappeared inside of her.

“Does this count as… a morning exercise?”

“We can say…” he murmured and after pulling his fingers out he positioned his hard cock to her entrance and with a swift move he pushed all the way up into her.

Anita screamed from the feeling then she embraced and pulled him closer to her. This way she was able to look with her lust-filled eyes into Mart’s green irises. He didn’t hesitate for too long – his hips moved forward roughly again and again, burying himself into the soft hotness over and over again as he was panting for air. Anita helped with her hips and feasted on her emotions like a hungry beast. A cloudy thought was born in her head: how was it possible for her to love a man this much? He panted louder and louder as he pushed her onto her tummy, pulled her hips up and slid into her wet core from behind, making him growl loudly. She moaned and moaned and when she felt him shoot his load into her, she screamed. She didn’t really notice as the wet hotness ran down between her thighs and onto the sheets.

The blonde man was slightly sweaty as he panted and gently collapsed on her. “I love you” he whispered barely audible and rolled down of her to sit up and wipe down the sweat from his forehead.

“It’s good to know” Anita smiled “Tell me, Mart… do you know anything about Dave? I haven’t seen him for days.”

“I spoke to him… this morning” he sighed and stood up to step to the table, pick up the tray and put it onto the creased linen.

“And?”

“I was right – he was avoiding us. He didn’t know what to think or do after that afternoon” he shrugged.

“But is he okay now? Did you talk to him?”

“Yes, I told him what you think about him and me and well… he was surprised. But I think he was happy about it.”

“Happy?” Anita looked at him.

“You know what I mean” he broke off a piece from his croissant.

“Yes I do” she smiled and started her breakfast as well.

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They finished the record soon. One or two weeks and after the end of the mixing it can step into the making stage too. Soon the first single will be released until the whole album launches. And of course the boys have to do a video to the new single as well. Meanwhile Anita had to leave them behind, because by the time they’ve got here, it was in the middle of September and she had to start her new semester. She didn’t want to leave the university – not even for Martin. This summer break was good to her – she took things and people more positively, although this would have been impossible for her a few months ago. Despite talking over things with Dave no threesome had happened since her birthday. Somewhere she was okay with that, cuz she still had to digest things. Those two months which she had to bear without the boys felt extremely long, but on the weekends she went to Mart or he came to visit her. Although New York was just an hour by car, they didn’t meet with Dave. And sadly the boys’ agenda became very busy. One photo shooting and interview came after the other and if they didn’t do these, they had to do a video or they had to arrange things around the tour. But now they had a nice 3-days-long weekend, which she’ll spend with Martin.

She had a call from Martin a few days ago and he said that he’ll be back at home in Santa Barbara on this long weekend, so this way she’ll be able to visit that nice place again. She had to leave her cat behind, because the too much travelling wouldn’t be good for her, but despite this no one asked her awkward questions. She avoided the danger the press could mean well, although people had noticed that she became more open, but they couldn’t figure out what’d happened to her. She kept her mouth shut. And finally the long-awaited moment has come: she was standing in front of the familiar gates. There was a well-known black car on the driveway, but an unfamiliar one was standing behind it as well. This meant that Martin wasn’t alone.

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She mused a bit as she picked up her bag after paying for the cab and she walked inside, cuz she new the code.

“Hello?!” she asked as she stepped inside the nice house and survived the dog’s “attack”, which meant drooling all over her hand and clothes. Because no one hurried to greet her, she quickly headed for the bathroom and washed her hands then she wandered in the house to search for Martin. Soon she methodically checked the rooms – from a few glimpses she realized that no one was on the ground floor. During her time as a waitress here she had mastered her skills in discovering the house in the most quickly way. She walked upstairs where she heard some familiar voices from the balcony. As she went closer she noticed the two sitting men talking and laughing with some glasses filled with whiskey in their hands.

She was a bit surprised when she recognized Dave’s voice and figure then she walked out to them with a smile on her face. She sneaked behind them and suddenly she put her arms around Mart’s neck as she leant forward.

“Well, hello there, boys! What’re you doing?”

Mart froze for a moment but then he smiled and gently stroked along Anita’s arm. “Hi. We were just chatting.”

“And drinking” Dave added.

“I see that. Do you have some for me too?” she smiled at them and pulled a chair next to Mart so she could sit close to him. Meanwhile Dave stood up and brought a glass for her too. This gave some time for her to kiss her love passionately. It has been so long…

“Here you are” Dave said as he returned.

“Thank you” she smiled at him “Dave, why are you here? It’s not that you disturb me or anything, it’s just that Mart didn’t mention it.”

“So you’re not happy to see me?” he turned sad.

“Which part didn’t you understand in ‘it’s not that you disturb me’, Davey?” she picked up her glass and drank half of its content.

“It means that I don’t disturb you. But it doesn’t mean that you’re happy to see me” Dave fussed with a smile on his lips.

She smiled then drank the rest of her drink as well then she leant onto the table and waved him closer. “Come here, I tell you something!” she smiled again and when Dave got close enough she pulled him to her by this nape for a hot kiss.

After they pulled back, Dave smiled darkly “It wasn’t bad.”

Anita just grinned and winked at him “I go crazy for you, Dave Gahan. Is it better now?”

“A little bit” his smile turned into a grin too.

Mart just chuckled on them. “Well, honey, while you’re here, Dave’ll be our guest. I hope you have no objections.”

“Would it count if I had?” she mused and stood up to walk to the outside bar to make another drink for herself.

“If you had, it’d count” the blonde man turned after her.

Anita just smiled faintly on this and rather grabbed the whole whiskey bottle and put it down onto the table as she sat back into her chair. “You should cheer me up, boys, cuz the last two weeks were tough at the university.”

“This is why you need the whole bottle?” Dave asked and raised an eyebrow questioningly.

“It was a while ago since the last time I’ve got drunk. Is it a sin?” she poured for the boys too.

“Shouldn’t you do that on a party?” the dark-haired singer asked.

“Oh why should you have to be on a party to get drunk?” she drank out her glass again and her eyes watered up and she grimaced from the strong drink.

“Cuz of the mood?”

“That’s just a detail” she shrugged holding her glass and she started examining the garden.

“We’ll take you to an afterparty. Those can get pretty wild.”

“Great. But you can be wild without a party as well, can’t you?”

“What do you mean?” Mart asked.

“Who wants to lick whiskey from my tummy?” she asked not thinking too much or paying full attention on the boys’ reaction.

“You’re so… strange” Dave grimaced.

“And why is that?” she lifted an eyebrow.

“You’re stiff.”

“I bet you have such days too when you’re fed up with everything and you just want to forget, hm? You haven’t met this side of me yet, have you?” she sent him a small smile then drink the rest of her strong drink as well. She could already feel its effect in her head and she slowly started relaxing.

Dave had doubts in his eyes as he looked at his friend, who just shrugged.

“Sweetie, don’t you want to talk about it?”

“No, no. I’m fine, I’m just tired” she shook her head and poured another round. She didn’t want to tell them that she’d lost a job and she had very few money left for this month “You should rather tell me what’s with you? It was a while ago…”

“Nothing much personally” Dave shrugged “But the band’s life is busy. Soon the first single’ll come out.”

“Well, it’s good to hear that. Do you have a video yet?” she sipped a bit slower now.

“They’re cutting it” Martin nodded.

“Cool! Can I see it when it’s ready?”

“Of course” the blonde man smiled “Aren’t you hungry?”

“I’m not, thanks, but I go with you if you want to eat” Anita shrugged.

“But I’m starving” Dave sighed.

“Then come with me, you big cat” Mart chuckled then took Anita’s hand and led his guests downstairs into the kitchen.

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