Chapter 12

In a few days time they were already over with signing the contract and the guys met for some brainstorming, plus later that day the German band had some time to meet with them. Until that Dave and Mart cleared things with Jonathan, who left them alone until the band would arrive. The boys were discussing their ideas for the lyrics and what they thought about the music they’ve been listening to in the last few days. They agreed that they’ll have to approach this work from a different angle, because of the electronic genre. This was a bit closer to Martin’s taste, not like before with the rock chicks – that was Dave’s cup of tea for sure.

“Huh huh huh, yeah” Dave chuckled over the papers “I’m the rock star type” he winked at Mart who laughed with him.

“Well, your bad boy image is quite good” he nodded.

“Quite good? I’m brilliant!” he straightened up and pushed his chest out proudly.

“Okay, don’t get so smug” Mart turned to him on his chair as they were sitting by a table.

“Why do you say this? I should be an actor. Deceiving everyone for years about my true self…” he thought out loud and Mart could feel the change in his mood. He couldn’t stop himself and put his hand on Dave’s as a comforting move. He’s been longing to touch him again in the last painfully long days. He could hardly wait for their meeting. He wanted to see the dark-haired man so badly! And now they were here and he could feel the heat of his skin under his palm.

“Hey, but now I’m here and… you can be yourself around me… if we’re alone, that is” he noted quietly and carefully. Mart wasn’t really sure what was exactly going on between them, because they haven’t talked about it yet.

“So… you’re not mad at me anymore?” the dark-green eyes searched for the lighter ones.

“No.”

“Good. I’m glad then…” he smiled softly and took Mart’s hand, letting his gaze linger on them for a long minute “So… you really want to give it a shot?”

“I want to give more than one shot, Dave…” Mart grinned.

“Geez, Curly!” he chuckled and felt a bit better after his silly joke. “No, I mean for this something that’s going on between us…” he went on and looked a bit unsure.

“Why are you worried, David?”

He searched Mart’s eyes then sighed as he saw that he really wanted to know what he’s thinking about this. “I guess… I just don’t want to screw this up too. And to tell the truth, I’m a bit scared…”

“From what? Me?”

“No, not from you… or at least I don’t think so. You know that I’ve been hiding even from myself for all these years and it’s a big change for me… for us, I think. And…”

“I understand, you don’t have to say more. I feel the same way. It’s like I’m a schoolboy again on his first date, or something like that… Though it’s better cuz I didn’t puke yet” he shrugged.

“Whaaaat?” Dave looked at him with big eyes “You actually puked on your first date?!”

“I’m not proud of it but yeah. I was fucking nervous, cuz I wasn’t too popular and this girl was a real hottie who – from some unknown reason – was interested in me” he chuckled.

“Don’t tell me that you threw up on her!”

“Nooo, it was on my way to the place where we were supposed to meet.”

“Aaaand? What happened?”

“Luckily I had some water and a chewing gum with me and the date went fine – we even kissed” he grinned proudly “And then after a few more dates I fucked her” he said calmly and had to smile on the light blush on Dave’s face from his openness.

“This is so cool!” he smiled back.

“You are cute when you blush…” Mart noted and squeezed the other man’s hand.

“Uhm, yeah… thanks” he cleared his throat. “So… you say we can give it a try?”

“Yes, I think. We’re attracted to each other and I think we have lived for too long without this side of our nature, don’t you think?”

“Sure. And your family?”

“And yours?” Mart asked back.

“They don’t have to know – yet.”

“Same here.”

“And… I think we shouldn’t rush things too much, cuz this is a big step and a new thing for both of us – I mean with each other.”

“I agree” Mart nodded “Let’s take things slow.”

They just looked at each other for a long while and then Martin slowly leant to him to kiss him softly. It was a nearly shy kiss, but both of them started shaking from it. It was already clear to Dave and Mart that the chemistry was working very strong between them.

Soon the German band arrived with their manager and Kessler. Mart and Dave presented their ideas and listened to the trio’s concept about the whole album. They took some notes, nodded and quickly settled things with them, because it turned out that the band had to go to a photo shoot, which was a last minute thing. They apologized and promised to stay in touch and they were already gone.

“Sorry guys, but you know how it goes when young bands are on tour. Something always comes up” John patted their shoulders as they were still sitting by the table. “In this case I have to run too to arrange some things. Will you be okay?”

“Hm? Sure” Dave mused lost in thoughts and Mart just grunted a yes, already thinking on some lyrics.

Kessy knew them well enough to see that the artist side of them was already on the move so he left them in his conference room. Mart was already taking notes while Dave hummed something under his nose.

It took some time for the dark-haired man to realize that they were alone now with a free afternoon. He froze from this thought and glimpsed at Martin who was concentrating very hard on his work. Dave watched him for a while with a little smile. Now they kinda belonged together and not just in work… His eyes drank in the sight of the messy blonde curls, the long eyelashes, the straight long nose and the kissable full lips. The pen he’s been playing with in the last 20 minutes fell onto the table as he leant forward and propped his elbows on its edge.

“Which is your fav pose?” he asked on a lower tone. He just had to know all these things about him!

Martin froze – first he thought he heard something wrong but as he looked into the slightly darker eyes he realized that Dave really asked this. He thought for a moment then went into the game. “Doggy-pose” he shrugged “That allows a nice deep penetration. Yours?”

Dave swallowed hard from imagining Martin in that situation “When I’m on my side with my partner and I can fuck him from behind. But to be honest, I love lots of poses…” he licked his mouth with a dirty look.

“Huh huh, I see… So you’re a dirty whore in bed, just as I thought” Mart raised one eyebrow.

“Uhm… don’t tell me such things, cuz it always turns me on” he sighed happily. “Fetishes?”

“I have some, yeah” Mart nodded playing with his pencil. “I’m into BDSM, leather, I had a period when I dressed up a bit” he chuckled “I like whips and all kinds of toys…These are the most important ones. And by you?”

“So you’re a very kinky boy too” Dave grinned widely “I love leather and whips and scratches and breath control and BDSM, and the daddy type… holy fuck, I cannot remember every fetishes I have!” he chuckled loudly.

“Huh huh huh. Yeah, same here” Mart chuckled with him then thought for a moment “Hm… you say you like the daddy type… but you’re a dominant type too, aren’t you?”

“Well yeah, but there’s something in them – maybe their muscles and dark hair and chest hair or dunno – that make me weak in the knees” he shrugged. “And when I was a teenager I liked playing around with older men. They just loved it when I gave them what they deserved… Music wasn’t the only thing that allured me to gay clubs back in Basildon. They adored me and most of them looked at me as their Master…” he looked at the table and sighed.

“You really loved their attention, didn’t you?”

“How…? Well, yes” he blushed a bit.

“It’s okay. I know the thing from the other way round. I felt grateful when I could serve a strong master” he shrugged. “Feel the joy as the adrenaline spread through my system while I was being tied up and punished by a beautiful and mouthwatering man… Fuck, just thinking of it makes me horny…” he whispered at the end.

“Then why did you stop that kind of life? Wasn’t there a possibility to go to such clubs secretly after you started your family?”

“I’ve found Sue, who filled this role for me – she’s a very stern mistress and we had lots of fun together. She knows about my bisexuality and… well… she’d fucked my brain out hard not just once. So… I kinda wanted to live a ‘normal life’, but I guess it is clear that suppressing this side in me wasn’t such a good idea.”

“Hell yeah, I know what you’re talking about…” he nodded and his eyes grew even darker “So… you like rough sex too, huh?”

“Yeah, absolutely” he grinned and his mind was already miles ahead of him, imagining himself under Dave, receiving his hard thrusts…

“You know… it’s such a relief that now I can talk about these freely!” Dave leant back in his chair with a sigh. Since I went to the states I never dared to think of such things. I didn’t let my mind think of these things. But now… I feel a bit more free, thanks to you!” he smiled at the other musician. “So… what do you want to do? The whole afternoon is ours…”

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