Barrel of a Gun, There’s a Thousand Reason’s I Shouldn’t Be With You
Rawiya

Outside the house

“JOHN, if you don’t come out of there this instant…” Simon was at the door banging incessantly.

Inside

John did not move, he looked at Dave…then again…

*POW*

Outside…

“SIMON,” Roger called, “Give me the fuckin’ gun…”

The two were outside the door, wrestling around until Roger finally got the pistol away from him, disengaging it.

“Fuck, Roger, I gotta get in there…”

“Look yoo idiot, yoo cannot just walk around, totting a weapon, that fool will call the billies on yoo…”

“Fuck yoo man, yor lover is not in there snoggin’ someone…”

“Nope, that’s because, he’s happy…”

Simon’s eyes flared, “Why yoo fuckin’…” Simon and Roger tousled with Nick coming over to help. Bryan, Alan, and Martin just sat back and watched.

Nick attempted to get Simon off Roger but Simon pushed him to the grass. Martin ran over checking on him.

Martin looked back at his mates, eyes frowning, “You fuckers get ova here and help will ya…”

Inside…

John listened in horror while Dave held onto him. “No, John, don’t, please let’s just stay here. Sounds as if yor lover has gone insane…”

“Yeah, that is why I need to go out there…” John tried to get up but Dave still held him tight.

“No baby, woteva is goin’ on with Simon, yor boys and mine will take care of it…”

“Dave, I cannot jus sit here while my lover is out there with a gun…” John struggled, “uhph…c’mon Dave…”

Dave still would not let go, John could not believe that Dave was stronger than he was.

“Dave, we cannot jus lay here while there is tousling and a gun being fired. Let’s be sensible about this, yeah…” John did not try that hard to break free.

Dave smiled wryly, “Love, my sensibility left earlier when we hit this mattress…” Dave stroked John’s face, “John, I love yoo, please…do not move, don’t go…”

John stared into Dave’s deep brown eyes, an expression of confusion on his face; the words, stay with me, replaying in his head repeatedly.

“Dave…I…” he whispered before taking Dave’s head bringing it closer for a sweet embrace. John did exactly as Dave told him, laying there listening to the men fight outside.

John placed his head on Dave’s chest as his new lover raked his nails through his short brown mane. Dave kissed him amongst the curls, while staring at the ceiling.

John

Such a crazy situation this is. Simon outside with a loaded weapon, me in here naked on top of a man that I am not sure I love just yet. Still, I know that I will be happier with him, finding out all I can about him, becoming his lover, while dislodging myself from Simon.

No more JOSI shit…its time for me to move forward. 

Dave

Will he walk away; will he leave Simon Lebum for the last time? I am not sure that he will, which is why I’d rather stay in here to let the others handle the pistol totting fool outside. Something tells me I will have a fight on my hands, not with Simon but with John over his emotional attachment to his singer he’s been snogging for years.

How can I win this battle?

Outside…

*WHAP*

Simon had just hit Bryan square in the face. Now Alan had jumped on his back. The gun was still in Roger’s hands as he stood up straight. He wondered if he should dispose of it or not considering that Bryan  might press charges now that he’d been assaulted.

“Shit…” he mouthed, walking over to the fray, where Alan had Simon pinned.

“Yoo fuckin ‘ bastard. We should call the ‘Yard on yoo and have yoo taken away for this shit…ar yoo fuckin’ mad, huh…” Alan had Simon in a chokehold.

Roger tapped Alan, “Fuckin’ get yor hands off him, yeah? Won’t solve anythin’ for yoo to try and hurt him.” Alan was not moving; Simon was beginning to cough.

“GET OFF OF HIM!” Roger pushed him off just before pulling Simon up, kicking him in the stomach. “Yoo asshole, damnit…yoo ar in so much trouble now…that idiot is out cold.”

Martin and Nick were over by Bryan, tending to him; he was out from Simon’s punch.

Roger put his hands at his sides, “Wot now, Simon…jus because yor so fuckin’ jealous, we have an issue on our hands. Not really good for a band that’s trying to maintain some sense of respectability…”

“Fat chance,” Alan said chuckling going towards the door.

“Shut the fuck up and jus get yor guy out of that house away from, my John.” Roger stood over Simon with the gun in his hand. “Really Simon, wot ar we gonna do…how will we get out of this…”

Simon’s blue eyes showed pain from the swift kick that Roger administered. “Dunno, drummer boy…fuck…jus get John out of there…please friend…please,” he said wincing while holding his middle.

Inside the house…

Dave and John had gotten dressed on the insistence of John who thought this was not the best way to be found by their mates.

John took Dave’s hand, “Listen to me…I care for yoo as well…I will not go back to him…I’m done. This relationship is ova, I assure yoo…please Dave…”

Dave shook his head, “John…I…I  jus dunno…I…know yoo still have feelings for the bloke. There is a part of me that says yoo won’t walk away…”

John cupped Dave’s chin, “Oh yeah? Watch me…” John kissed his forehead, taking him by the hand towards the door. When he opened it, they saw Alan immediately.

Alan walked in, pushing Dave away from John. “Wot the fuck is yor problem, bringin’ the tart here, huh? Ar yoo fuckin’ crazy…”

“Get yor filthy hands off me, asshole…” Dave shoved him to the side in retaliation. “I thought I told yoo to stay out of my life, I’m done with yoo,..”

Dave marched back over to John, grabbing his hand. Alan got up, stunned, watching Dave leave out with John.

Alan

This cannot be happening! The tart has my lover on his arm and yet, even though a shock, I love it. I still don’t believe that Dave has feelings for him, that cannot be true, but the emotions I have for both are intense. Dave more so than the other, what am I to do?

Dave and John proceeded out the house with John leading him over to where Simon sat on the ground. Nick, Martin, and Roger had carried Bryan into his home. John gazed at Simon who did not notice that the couple was in front of him.

“Si…why would yoo cause this disturbance, yor on private property yoo know…”

Simon’s cool blues met John’s. The moment they did, tears formed under his lids. “John, please…I went a little crazy with rage…”

Dave chuckled, “More like a lot…” He held on to John’s hand tighter.

“Fuck off, yoo wanker…this is yor fault. Who told yoo to walk into our life, wreaking havoc.” Simon dried his eyes before looking at John’s hand encompassing Dave’s. “Wot the hell is this, John? Wot ar yoo doin’?”

John stared at Simon intently, “Leavin’ Si…we done…we’re through…” Dave looked at John’s face, his mouth turned upwards, smiling.

Dave

HE SAID IT! HE SAID IT! Fuckin’ Brill! Is this really happening; is this truly what is going on? I wish this moment could be captured on film. All my doubts are now dissipated.

I love this man; Jennifer will just have to understand…

Simon hopped to his feet pushing Dave away. “No we ar not, John. Yoo love me…” he chuckled, taking John’s palm, kissing it. “No…yoo ar not leavin’  me, John…yoo will…not leave me, John…” he shook his head.

Alan walked behind Dave, placing a hand on his shoulder. Promptly, he knocked it off, he turned to him, eyes flaring, “I said stay away from me, damnit…”

As Dave and Alan began arguing, Simon wept, grasping John’s shoulders, shaking him like a rag doll. “Love, yoo ar not goin’ anywhere. We ar not done, yoo promised that yoo would neva leave me…”

John

I cannot believe I have actually done it. The emotions that are running through me are so alive. Why can I not say this to Gela? I have felt that way for years but “our arrangement” is what stops me from cutting those ties.

Shit! I feel so liberated. Lebon has no hold on me anymore; there is no gun to my head…

John pulled himself free from Simon, turning his back to him. “I am Simon, I’m done. Dave cares for me; loves me more than yoo have done in quite some time…we ar history…”

John marched in Dave’s direction, leaving Simon standing alone.

Simon

What is this shit? He is not going anywhere! He loves me; I love him. We are meant to be together forever…and…we…will...be…

Nick and Roger were coming out of Bryan’s mansion, drying their hands. They left Bryan with his maid and Martin. Roger faced Nick, “Wot now, love? We got a big problem. Once the press gets hold to this, it will ruin Simon and Duran’s reputation foreva.”

Nick raised an eyebrow, “We’ll have to settle with him out of court. We have to be ready to come up with the money…”

Roger shook his head, looking bewildered; he began patting himself as if he’d lost something. “Damnit what did I do with the gun. I thought I just had it.”

Nick frowned, “Wot, where did yoo put it when yoo took it away from Charlie…”

“I thought I…” Roger looked around before hearing Nick scream.

“SIMON, NOOOOO!”

2010 All Rights Reserved Rawiya

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