11.

Dave was sitting on the roof. He always came up here to rest a bit. The singing of the birds calmed him and only this could distract his thoughts from Martin. Thinking of him and the desire he felt for him tortured him more and more. He won’t be able to bear it for too long, he’ll spring on him if he cannot spend a few hours alone with him. He rather closed his eyes and listened to the little canary-birds song, enjoying the setting sun’s beams on his face and arms. After some long and calm minutes suddenly a bar of his favorite chocolate touched his shoulder.

“I thought you’d like to have some” the blonde man smiled at him.

“I’ll grow fat” he smiled up at Martin, but he took the choc and already opened it.

“I don’t think so” he laughed and walked to the rail to look down at the street then he turned towards the Hudson “You move enough.”

“But you could move me too” it slid out of Dave’s mouth.

Martin laughed quietly and dragged from his cigarette, watching the glistening sunlight on the water.

Dave stood up and with his long strides he walked behind Martin, putting his hands onto the rail next to Mart sides. “What are you looking at?” he whispered into his ear and deeply inhaled Mart’s unique and nice smell.

The other man smiled, because he knew that it was hard to Dave to deal with his ‘keeping the distance’ attitude. “At the sunset, you silly.”

“Well, okay, then I won’t disturb you” the singer whispered again and pulled away a bit.

Martin was still smiling and took another drag, but didn’t move. He knew that his mate’ll come back sooner or later anyway. And he was right – Dave didn’t move too far. He stepped next to Mart and folded his arms in front of his chest as he watched the sun setting between the buildings. Martin sighed and with a little smile he gave a peck on Dave’s face. He walked past him to the ashtray to drag out his cigarette. The singer watched him with a dark look.

“Oh and the boys are already gone and Anita went back to the hotel to rest a bit” he said over his shoulder “I’ll be downstairs for a while, practicing a bit on my guitar. If you’re bored, come down” Mart sent him a little evil smile and quickly disappeared on the stairs.

Dave watched him leaving. He was thinking. Should or shouldn’t he go after him? He knew that he was teasing him, he knew that Mart loved doing this to him. That old faggot loved that! He waited for a minute. Then he couldn’t take it anymore, his feet were already on the stairs.

The blonde man heard him coming down, although he was standing in the middle of the neighboring room, arms folded in front of his chest. Of course there was no guitar anywhere around him. He was waiting for Dave. He knew his friend too well… He knew that he’ll come after him. Dave stopped in the door. He saw no guitar or any other instruments.

“You’re a dirty pig” he said with a smile “I was bored” he added.

“And I was waiting for you” he smiled calmly.

“And why were you waiting for me?” Dave said leaning to the doorframe.

“Come here and I’ll tell you” he sent him a dark and hot look.

Even if he wanted to, Dave couldn’t resist this look. It allured him. He walked and stopped in front of him. The blonde man’s arms fell back to his own sides then he slowly lifted his right hand and stroked along Dave’s face. He was just watching the singer and let his breathing to pick up a quicker rhythm. He got lost in the dark eyes and let desire wash over him. He loved riding out this feeling. There was no way that Dave’d have taken off his gaze from Martin. He was staring at him. Then after a few minutes of intense longing Martin couldn’t take it anymore and he quickly and violently moved forward, attacking Dave’s mouth. Dave was surprised about this amount of emotion and he needed some moments before he started returning the kisses.

Martin didn’t pay attention to Dave’s needs – the singer brought this onto his head. He freed the animal side of Mart, which was locked up for so long. Mart grabbed Dave’s T-shirt by its neck and with a sudden move he tore it apart, not letting the soft lips go for a single second. They were already bleeding from his bites. Dave growled and let his wilder side go as well. He let his suppressed desires go and was already tearing off the clothes of Mart. The blonde musician let him do so, although he made it sure that his clothes survived the procedure, cuz he had no change here. But he didn’t take back from his élan. He soon reached for Dave’s belt and was already dragging down the pants and underwear from him then suddenly his fingers clenched around the semi-hard cock. He slowed down his moves and ran his hand along Dave’s length painfully slowly. He even lifted his chin as he looked at the singer. Dave growled again and went for Martin’s throat – his teeth have left some deep marks in the soft skin.

Martin cried out and freed himself from the grip of Dave’s teeth just to attack the swollen lips again, while his hand has already started pumping his hard cock.

“I was waiting… for this… for so long” Dave moaned.

“Well… now you’ll get it” Martin growled and started pushing the singer down to his knees by his shoulder “Get on your knees” he said the short command.

“You’ll need more to make me obey!” Dave growled back and bit into the other man’s collarbones.

“What do you want?”

“Try to make me obey. Let go of the things that are inside of you.”

“I’d do that if you weren’t holding me up” he flashed a smile at him.

“When did I give myself to you easily, Martin?”
“When you were nearly begging for me on your very own balcony?”

“And that turned you on?”

“Oh yeah” he grabbed Dave’s ass with his free hand, while the other one didn’t stop moving for a second.

Dave just smiled and let him go with the flow. He’ll settle the score for this to Mart another time. But he wanted him so badly that now he didn’t want to fight with him. The blonde man appreciated this with a smile and gently pushed him down on his knees.

“I think it’s time for you to repay the loan…”

“At your service” Dave smiled and was already kneeling in front of him, loosening Mart’s belt to pull down the unnecessary trousers.

Martin had a little smile in the corner of his lips as he watched Dave’s moves and dug his fingers into his dark hair – he have been waiting for this moment for a long time too. And he could hold his burning desires back just this long. Dave’s fingers made his mate’s clothes disappear unbelievably quickly. The singer gave out a satisfied grunt from the view and he greedily put his lips around Mart, who moaned loudly from the feeling as the hot mouth took in his rapidly hardening shaft.

Dave was focused entirely on pleasing him and when he made him big and hard enough, he pulled back and looked into the green eyes. He was thinking about saying something, but he decided to stay silent. He wouldn’t be able to say anything to his blonde mate that he wouldn’t feel it in the same way he did. His lover looked down at him with darkly glistening eyes and stroked his face – brushing along the red lower-lip with his thumb – then he gently helped Dave stand up just to attack his mouth passionately. Dave was eating up Mart’s mouth, which he missed so much. He has been waiting for this for a really long time. It has been too long. He was about losing his mind.

And Martin felt the same, so with a sudden move he turned Dave around, grabbed his shoulders and pushed him down to his knees on the couch. He reached down for Dave’s hard cock while he was biting and kissing the tattooed back. By the time Dave could react, he was already kneeling on the couch and felt Mart’s bites on his back. He had to moan from this and his whole body started to shake in anticipation. His mate took the next step without a word, cuz he felt how much Dave wanted him. He let the singer’s rock-hard cock go and grabbed himself – sliding his hand all along himself a few times – while he wet the singer’s hole then he started teasing him with the tip of his big shaft.

“You do this deliberately?!” Dave asked on his animal-like voice.

“Of course! What did you think?” he chuckled on a deep tone “You want it?”

“How can you ask something like this?!”

The blond man answered with another short laughter and without any warning he started penetrating him unstoppably. Dave moaned out loud. The desire and need could finally find relief in him. He was grabbing the couch with a great force and his body tensed as he could finally feel his mate inside of him again. The picture came back into his head when Mart did this to him for the first time. He’d enjoyed it the same way.

Marin gave out a long groan, watching as he disappeared deeper and deeper in the singer. He nearly went insane from the tight embrace around his throbbing member. With a deep sigh he pulled out half-way then he started moving his hips to an accelerating rhythm and leaned forward to kiss Dave’s shoulder-blade.

“Oh… GOD! It’s so good!” Dave whined from the pleasure he felt.

Martin just smiled and licked his own lips as he straightened up again and ran his palm along Dave’s spine, while the other grabbed the perfect ass. He threw his head back when finally his whole length slid into Dave with a hard move. Dave groaned from the feeling and started panting as he got lost in the feelings Mart evoked inside of him. He was more then ready to welcome all of them. The blonde musician was bathing in the sea of emotions raging inside his own body, while he moved his hips unstoppable. He just groaned as he rode out the higher and higher waves of pleasure. His moves became greedier and faster. In an unexpected moment he reached forward and started pumping his mate’s hard cock mercilessly. Dave’s unarticulated groan was his answer. It was louder than usual, but no one could hear them.

Martin propped his forehead on Dave’s back and went on with fucking him hard, moaning onto the damp and fragrant skin, sometimes biting into it too. He’d missed this closeness very badly and he knew that from this thought and the stimuli he’ll come soon. Now his shaking body hurtled into his hard and he nearly roared with every deep thrust until with a wild and deep jerk he cried out and squeezed Dave’s cock hard. The singer didn’t need anything more – he gave some nice new strains to the couch.

Martin was still panting as he stroked his mate’s wet back while he slid out of him, his whole body shaking. As soon as Dave was able, he turned around just to pull his blonde lover close and pamper his lips and every reachable surface of his body with his sweet kisses. The blond man welcomed these kisses gratefully while he pushed him back a bit so he could lie down next to him on the narrow couch, taking deep breaths. Dave let him do so and when Mart nestled into a comfortable position, he pulled him even closer to him, putting his arm around him and resting his head on Mart’s chest. He listened to his breathing and heartbeats which got slowly calmer. Martin sighed and started caressing Dave’s shoulder and back. He was contented.

“I like being with you” the tired Dave murmured on his satisfied voice.

Martin chuckled and tightened his embrace around him a bit “Although I’m aggressive, aren’t I?”

“When did I say this?” he looked at him surprised.

“On Anita’s birthday, after the dinner” he smiled.

“I take it back” the singer smiled widely “I wish I could sleep next to you” he added, getting lost in his thoughts.

“That time’ll come too, but not now” he caressed his back again.

Dave nodded and gently put his head back onto Mart’s chest to deeply inhale his scent. He didn’t hear the door opening…

Martin closed his eyes too. Peace and contentment filled him and he let that happen for a little longer.

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A long black-haired woman walked through the opened door. She was adjusting her camera. She wanted to take a few shots from the empty studio, because she knew that by this time of hour usually no one used it. Then she glimpsed up. For a moment she couldn’t even comprehend what she saw. She froze in the middle of her movement and felt her jaw drop to the floor.

Dave felt the draught on his skin in his half-asleep state, but first he didn’t really know what its meaning was. But soon he knew. Martin felt too comfortable in this position to give it a thought. He was travelling in his own little world.

“Oh my… god” she moaned. She couldn’t say more in her shocked state. She was just standing there – her eyes popped out and her brain didn’t want to process what she saw. She started slightly shaking her head, but the move became stronger until she shook it hard in disbelief. She could only repeat to herself that this isn’t real, this isn’t happening. No!

First Martin didn’t even turn to her just squeezed his eyes shut then he sighed and opened them to look out the window. “Shit… this wasn’t the way you should have found this out…” he whispered quietly.

Dave – like someone dragged up by a string – sat up and stared at Anita in shock. She returned that shocked, angry and… disgusted look.

“Would you tell me what the hell were you doing here?!” she hissed.

“Well it was just… We just…” Dave cleared his throat embarrassed and glimpsed down on his mate, not knowing what to say.

Martin sat up slowly and turned his head to Anita. Meanwhile the singer already reached for his underpants and dragged them up. She watched his moves with a devastating look then she turned the power of her look towards Mart, waiting for his answer.

“We made love” he said the truth calmly, but his eyes glistened guiltily.

“Martin, maybe this isn’t the way you should…” Dave started quietly, but his voice failed him as he spotted Anita’s lethal look and he understood its message. He quickly collected his clothes and like a beaten-up dog sneaked out of the room.

“Is it a big problem to you to give me some explanation?” she asked Mart. Her voice reflected the suppressed anger inside of her.

“Look…” Martin began after they were left alone. He slowly stood up to reach out for his boxers “I wanted to tell you… I just didn’t know how to do it… I didn’t know how you feel about such things…” he scratched the back of his head, perplexed.

“You wanted to tell… but you haven’t. And now I had to find out this way?!” she burst out at the end.

“Don’t be mad, please” he said with a guilty look on his face as she looked into the angry eyes “You know… Dave and I always had a special connection. Once we drank more than we should have and… well, we had sex… Then nothing had happened for long-long years, just suppressed longing. You know, I was always a freak and tried out many things. But this doesn’t mean that I don’t love you or anything like that.”

“But this… this… this…”

“Yes?” he looked at her patiently “You find it gross?” he asked quietly and sadness appeared in his voice.

“I don’t know. I find it strange. Shocking. I cannot understand! I can’t understand why you’re doing this!”

“Lust and love.”

“What kind of love?”

“It’d be hard to describe it” he mused and buckled his belt too.

“But what made you do this… with Dave?”

“Anita, I’ve been always like this. I’m bisexual, although this side of me isn’t that obvious. Dave… well, he has his effect not just on you. Why do you want him?”

Anita collected herself and her thoughts and mused on this question. This man was worth it to concentrate and try thinking with a cold head. “Because… because he’s incredibly hot in his own way, he has that something. It’s his presence. If he had a different body, I’d think the same of him.”

“See? You just gave the answer to your question. Because I’m open to this too, I feel the same.”

“But he’s… a man.”

“There are people who don’t see this as an objection.”

“And… he? Do you have other male lovers too?” she asked, but she shivered from the thought. She couldn’t bear that thought at all.

“No, no one else. It’s just us. And this was the first time since years that we slept together.”

“Well… it’s a bit… strange to me Mart. And then I put it mildly! The reason why I’m not yelling, crying or something like that is that I’m still shocked!”

“I understand” he nodded now fully dressed “It’s hard to accept this. I’d even understand if you found me gross after this and if you’d take the first cab to go home, leaving me. But I don’t want this at all, cuz… I love you.”

“No, Martin, this is a very bad and weak try just to keep your female lover” she narrowed her eyes a bit.

“You really think that I said it just because of this?” he looked at her seriously.

Anita felt unsure from this look. She couldn’t decide where to put it. Is Martin serious? Probably – she saw it in his eyes. But… he was with Dave… and was this really disturbing her or… was she just jealous? She shook her head. She still has to digest this, but another feeling rushed through her veins: she didn’t want to leave him! “Are you serious? Look me in the eye and tell me that way!”

“I’m deadly serious. I love you Anita and I don’t want to end our relationship because of this.”

It was still hard for her to believe this – and not because of Martin, but because of herself. It was so unbelievable. How was this possible? But this wasn’t the time she should think about this. “I don’t want to leave you either. But this… I don’t know how to react to this.”

“I understand. I know it’s not easy for you. But is this really that terrible?”

“Yes. No. I don’t know…”

“I see” he nodded “I guess you want to be alone now.”

“Yes, for a little while” Anita nodded and waited until Martin left the room. After a few minutes she followed him, but turned to the other direction. She wanted to talk to Dave to ask him these same questions. To make her decision, she had to know Dave’s side as well. She suspected where he was and when she stepped out on the roof, she wasn’t surprised that she found the nervously smoking man there.

“David…” she stepped next to him “Can we talk?”

“What do you want to know about it?” he asked, but didn’t look at her.

“Why?”

“This is a quite complicated question.”

“Would you try to tell me more about it, please?” she asked on a calm tone.

“Tell you why? I don’t know. He has such an effect on me like no one else. This formed from our friendship and in a strange twisted way I find this the most beautiful thing in my life. He means a lot to me and…” he turned around and looked at Anita “… I’m not willing to give up on him.”

“You love him?”

“It depends on how we look at it.”

“Why? How do you love him?”

“How do YOU love him?” he asked back.

“I love him with love” she said without hesitating and this surprised her a bit. Maybe she didn’t even realize yet that she was in love with Martin.

“I’m not in love with him. But I feel our relationship quite close. It’s definitely more than just friendship, but it’ll never be love.”

“I see. Do you want to take him away from me?”

“No. Anita, you have to count with my family too. I love them. And I really, really don’t want them to know about this. I want to raise my daughter in a normal family, if I had already failed with my son. So I ask you emphatically not to dare ruining this. I don’t want to take away Mart from you, but I need him too.”

“You know me like a woman, who’d ruin your family? Yes? It wasn’t my intention to put this out into the window at all, not for even a single moment. But I still have to process this” she said on a harder tone “You really shocked me and this’ll need some time to sink in” and without saying anything else she turned around and walked away. She wanted to be far from this place and the boys for a while to try and apprehend these things. The peers at the Hudson became a perfect place for this.

Dave gave out a deep sigh. He didn’t want to ruin neither his relationship with Mart, nor his family. They have to figure out something with his blonde mate.

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2010.08.26. 14:30 Lylyan I love this part! So hot, sweet and sad at the same time... I'm just a little sorry that Dave isn't in love with Mart :( Válasz: Oh hello there! I'm so glad you commented here!  I'm really happy you like this part. I think the same of it! And don't worry, I can give you a little spoiler: Dave's in love with Mart and Mart loves him much more than a friend, they just didn't want to shock Anita even more :P BTW, I've just put on the next chapter! ;) Enjoy dear!