20.

The young girl enjoyed the flavor of the tomato sauce she was cooking and which she’ll eat with some cooked meat. And her dessert will be some fruits. She started to really like such vitamin bomb dishes lately and now she choose to eat them willingly because of the baby. She was by her doctor today and he said that the baby was doing well. She was already thinking about names. Now she was much calmer that she knew that she can count on Martin. He’s been there two weeks ago and since then he visited her nearly every day to check on them, asking if they needed anything. She was a bit moved from this and she started to believe that the blond man was really serious about this whole thing.

She stirred the thick sauce one more time then she turned off the stove. Her small flat was filled with the nice scent of food, which she could finally enjoy – not like at the beginning of her pregnancy. From this thought her smile faded a bit, because the memory came back to her when she felt sick from the smells for the first time… at Dave’s place. This memory seemed very distant and cold. Although she wasn’t that mad at the singer like earlier, but she still had an edge on him. But she shook her head and walked to the fridge to pour some mineral water for her lunch. In that moment someone knocked on her door.

She smiled. She knew that Martin won’t be able not to visit them again. She quickly rubbed her hands in the kitchen clot and hurried to the door to open it, but when she did, her smile faded away.

“Hi” the deep baritone said as the singer – who wasn’t wearing black this time – could set an eye on her.

“Dave… what… what are you doing here?” she asked and didn’t even notice that she put her hand on her tummy right away.

“Martin came to me and I thought that I should come. Will you let me in?” he smiled faintly.

“And you needed two weeks again to come?” she murmured under her nose, but she stepped aside to let him in.

“Yes, Anita, two weeks. You know a lot of things kept me from coming. First some medical attendance at the hospital then the stupid things of my ex-wife” Dave answered on a harder tone than necessary as he heard that Anita could think just on herself and on her problems again.

“You can go, if you find the situation uncomfortable” she still kept her hand on the door handle and swallowed her anger that quickly rose in her.

“I’m not here to go away. It’s just that it’d be nice if you’d see further than your own problems.”

“I’m sorry that in my situation where you’ve left me, I think about the baby and myself and about our happiness” she noted on a slightly cynical tone as she closed the door and passed Dave to head for the kitchen.

“I know that we’ve let you down and I understand that you’re angry now. It’s just… you know… this whole situation was so complicated and we, I handled it the wrong way. It was frightening to hear that you’re pregnant. Then as it sank in, as time passed I began thinking about it a lot and I couldn’t accept my own decision, but then I thought that I was already too late. Then Martin came to me and told me that you’ve kept the baby, and I’m very happy about that. Really. And now I’m here to make things right.”

“Alright” she sighed and folded her arms in front of her chest “Do you want something to eat or drink?”

“No, thanks. But I think we should sit down” he pointed at the kitchen table and sat down. When he was sitting comfortably and put both of his hands on the table, he unwillingly started scratching his scar – lately he did this when he was lost in his thoughts or if he was nervous.

“Do you mind if I eat? We’re quite hungry here” she added with a little smile.

“I don’t mind” he smiled too and watched her as she put some food onto her plate and sat down.

She still had that little smile in the corner of her lips as she started eating and in between two bites her expression changed into a bit more serious “What’d happened to your hand?”

“Nothing special” he covered it with his other hand “I cut it, it got infected and purulent.”

“Oh… I guess it was then…” she said, but rather swallowed the rest of the sentence and just watched him while chewing.

“Yes, then” he nodded “I don’t really know what to say. I’m sorry about my behavior and I’ve regretted it thousands of times since then.”

“Tell me Dave…” she sighed not paying attention – but storing – his apology “… how do you feel about the baby and me? How did you imagine this?”

“Anita, I’d like to be a part of this. I really want to do what I can, because it’s possible that I’m the father of the baby and I’d like to fill this role. And… I love you” he looked into her eyes.

“Really?” she examined his face.

“Really” he answered seriously.

“And what if it turns out? What’ll be with the band and your lives?” she pushed a piece of meet in the sauce “It’ll affect you even if you’re not the father. And if you are then it’d even more…”

“IF it turns out then it’ll be a big fall, but I think we knew the risks even at the beginning. And what’ll be with my life? It’s already in ruins so it doesn’t really matter” he shrugged.

“Oh David…” she whispered. She was moved and in the next moment she was already sitting on his lap sideways as she put her arm around his shoulder “So you see a way out of this in us?” she whispered.

“Rather a new life.”

“That’s the same” she smiled and caressed the careworn face “You’re so spent and look shattered…” she gently stroked along his temple.

“I feel that way” he sighed “Jen wants to take away my daughter” he looked up. He didn’t know why he told this to Anita. She was the only one who knew about it besides the lawyers, the judge, Jen and himself.

“You poor thing” she wiped away a single teardrop from the corner of his eye as it settled in the small wrinkles “Can I help you in any way?”

“Unless you can change the judge’s verdict… Because the judge tends to let Stella stay by her mother.”

“But you can have custody rights, can’t you?”

“Theoretically. But if they get to know about our triangle, he’ll take that away from me too.”

“Then… then you don’t really want us to get closer again?” she looked at him unsure as her stroking hand stopped as well.

“I didn’t say that. Because there’s a new life growing inside of you, which can come from me too. I need you both” he smiled.

“But… I cannot expect you to risk all these things for me or for the baby… especially because… because ‘officially’ I’m just with Martin” she added carefully.

“Look Anita, I think that we cannot really separate this triangle anyomre. We gave so many things in it per head that maybe it’ll connect us forever. The responsibility is common.”

“Alright… if you really want to risk this much…” she shrugged a bit and looked him deeply in the eye as she stroked along the full lower-lip.

“This or the other possibility: sitting alone in my empty flat. I choose the first option, because I want to live with you as much as possible.”

“Oh god, I missed you so much!” she softened up even more and her tears started to run down her face as she couldn’t hold herself back and pressed her lips to Dave’s.

He held her tightly and returned her kisses. Maybe he can be finally happy.

“You won’t hurt me this much anymore, will you?” she sniffed into his neck.

“No. I don’t have to fear from anything now that would make me do so.”

“Good then” she loosened her embrace to look into his eyes and she gave him an honest smile “Both your daughter and I are happy about this…” she bit her lower-lip, watching his reaction.

“It’s a she?” Dave asked back.

“Uh-uh” she nodded fighting with her tears. The hormonal changes were really getting on her nerves since the beginning of her pregnancy. She cried a lot compared to herself. “I was by my doctor today and he told me that it’s nearly completely sure that it’s a little girl. Even Mart doesn’t know about it. I told you first.”

Dave couldn’t say anything more. There was a radiating and wide smile on his face as he slowly slid his hand onto her tummy. Two teardrops ran down her face as first she just watched the big hand on her stomach then she put her own on it too and searched for his softened look. “And… wouldn’t it bother you if it turns out that it’s not yours?”

“No. But I think I don’t want to know who the father is.”

“You don’t want to know?” she looked at him surprised.

“Nope.”

“Well… sooner or later she’ll start to look more like her father…” she caressed Dave’s shoulder.

“Yes, but this’ll be the exciting part. And by the way I don’t mind if Mart’s the father. He’s my part just as much as you are.”

“Jesus, Dave, don’t tell me such things, cuz I’ll cry again” she ‘threatened’ him.

“But that’s the truth” he looked at her with big eyes.

“Dave…” she cuddled to him desperately.

“Yes?”

“Do you still want me?”

“Sure. Why?”

“If you really do then make love to me, please…” she whispered faintly onto his mouth.

“You’re a pervert lil minx, you know, don’t you?”

“Why? I’ve missed you! You think that I haven’t imagined you in such situations since the last time I saw you?”

“Would you go into the details?” he asked with a dark smile.

“And I imagined you sometimes even when I was with Martin… As his body rediscovered mine sometimes it was as if I made love with the both of you at the same time… Oh my, David…” she sighed “… I want you so badly…”

“Then let’s do something about that” he said and kissed her sensually while his hands already started wandering. Anita returned his kisses more passionately. She was still in that period of her pregnancy when she wanted sex often.

Dave didn’t hesitate for too long and soon he took her into the bedroom. Now he didn’t want to risk doing it on the top of the table.

“Don’t tell me that you get horny from pregnant women as well!” she giggled when Dave growled lusciously in the moment he saw her naked tummy.

“I’m an animal, Anita!” he laughed and bit the soft skin with his teeth, continuing this as he moved downwards.

“Hmm… you could be a bit gentler, you wild animal…” she sighed referring to the fact that her body became more sensitive lately. She already dragged his T-shirt over his head then she stroked along the warm tattooed skin lustfully.

“How gentle do you want me to be?” Dave purred and switched his teeth to his tongue.

“Ohhhh… something like this!” she moaned towards the ceiling “I want to feel those beautiful hands everywhere on my body! I’ve missed them so much…” she dug into Dave’s hair.

“You’ll get them” the answer came and he soon fulfilled her wish.

Finally Anita could let herself - and the rest of the tension she felt because of Dave - go. Now she knew that everything will be fine – even if they’ll have hard periods in their lives. As she looked down at the singer who was gently kissing her tummy, she could nearly see as the deep wrinkles that were caused by his problems started to slowly disappear. Or at least those which were caused by her and the baby. Dave pulled her pants and panties down and one of his long fingers slowly penetrated her.

“Oh god, that’s it!” she moaned and her hips started to move from the slow pampering. She didn’t know that because of the pregnancy she’ll feel their touches more intensely. She had to cry out loud while she pulled him closer by his nape. Her eyes became hazy and felt very grateful, because his fingers didn’t stop moving. She took his slightly stubbly face between her hands and looked him deeply in the eye “I love you, Dave…” she whispered barely audible. This was the first time she said it out loud.

“I love you too” he answered and gave her a long kiss while he felt his heart racing.

She smiled and stroked along his face then when Dave asked her, she turned to her side and waited for him to lay down behind her and position himself. When it happened, he penetrated her slowly. He didn’t want to go too deep, because of the baby. She moaned faintly from the long-awaited feeling and she squeezed the embracing hand on her tummy, while she turned her head back and offered her thirsty lips for a deep kiss. And Dave wanted to give her everything she needed. He kissed her without stopping while he gave her his slow and deep thrusts. She didn’t need too much time - soon she came laying in Dave’s arms and scent. He pulled her tightly to him, burying his face into her neck until he could finally sink into a calm and deep sleep.

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