World in my Eyes
Rawiya

“How do yoo know, he said shoving me away…the both of yoo ar just jealous, not wanting me to have any happiness.” Stunned, I could not believe what he was saying.
“Fuck that, Gahan. This thing that yoo ar tryin’ to create with Taylor, a fuckin’ mess I tell yoo…” Martin walked closer to us. Right away, he gave me a kiss that immediately sent something to my nether region.
“The both of yoo ar just envious of the fact I want someone new in my life and yoo ar using yor disgust for him as a fuckin’ excuse. And Martin…yoo, yoo of all people, sayin’ that somethin’ ain’t good for me when yoo said the thing between the three of us wasn’t a bright idea, either.”
“Shit Dave, wot makes yoo think that this is any betta? I can’t believe yoo ar gonna try and do this when John has a wife and a man?”
“So the fuck wot…I don’t give a shit about Lardo or that bitchy little cunt whore he married…look both of yoo jus need to leave me alone. Besides, my wife is comin’ home soon and since arsehole here, decided to wrap his lips around mine, I have some makin’ up to do…now…yoo…” Dave tried moving the both of us but we would not budge.
Dave in some aspects was correct. That trois we had years ago was strange, a definite mistake on the surface, but, we wanted to do something exceptional, something unique than what we had; create our own little world without moving. I needed to remind him of that place because I longed to go back there.
“Dave, please, let’s go somewhere, huh? Let’s talk all these out, put our feelings on the table; we have lots to discuss…”
Again, Dave pushed passed us, shrugging his shoulders. “There is nothin’ to talk about. I don’t want either of yoo here right now, yoo best be on yor way.”
I walked to him, rubbing his biceps. “Ah yes we do, duckie.” I paused, pecking him on his cheek. Martin went to his right, holding his hand. “We have a lot of makin’ up to do. Yoo know that yoo want this, yoo know that the trip can be taken once more.”
Martin and I had our hands on him, massaging, caressing every part we possibly could. His hands were on Dave’s buttocks while mine were working on the hardened muscle underneath his slacks. I could sense that he was falling prey to our affections, his shaft became very hard under my touch; Dave leaned back slightly.
“Fuck the both of yoo…” he whispered, as Martin began taking his jacket off before making a path of light kisses along his back.
Amused, I said, “Well yeah, yoo can. We ar both here for yoo to do that, if that is wot yoo choose, chum…”
Martin giggled as we both took his shirt off, still giving every ounce of sexual energy we had to him. At the sight of the lovely tattoo between his shoulder blades, my own cock strained against my trousers. Seemingly we desired to show him, this place on earth, that could be heaven, it also could be paradise.
Back at the hotel…
“Fuck Simon, Jeezus,” he cooed, as I went inside him a little faster. I wanted to remind him that he needed no other man if the thought even crossed his mind about Gahan.
Immediately, I leaned down, engulfing his lips with my own, languishing in the tastes of the dinner we just had a half hour ago. I pressed his tongue with mine, taking it down for the count.
“I love yoo, John, neva forget that, yeah?” I said, trying to pick up speed. There was nothing better than making love with my Johnny, not even the time I spent with birdie.
‘God bless her for allowing this…’
“I love yoo too, Si, fu…ckkk…” he moaned as I grabbed his dick, jerking it slowly. The tension was building in both of us; I could feel it when he clenched himself around my flesh.
“Yes, John…no otha man can make yoo feel this way, yeah? None right?” I need affirmation that it were true, that he wanted no one else, only me. His lover for thirty years, the man that took care of him when he was sick, down, almost penniless.
“Yes, Charlie, damnit, I’m…UGH…” he moaned before screaming. At that moment, the juices spurted from him, leaving blotches on my hands and stomach.
“Fuck baby, shi…ttt…” I said softly, still jerking his shaft whilst thrusting harder into his space. The eruption was now imminent; there was no turning back.
And why would I want to? I had always longed for these moments over the three decades we have known each other. John had always been the man that I desired more than anyone; that would never change.
Moreover, I needed to make him aware that I would not allow anything to occur between him and that blasted, Gahan. He could not make John feel the way I did, that was a given. John knows that more now than ever before.
We slowed, as my natural wine, filled him to the brink. The aftershocks were taking both of us over; the warmth wearing off as well.
“Charlie…” he whispered, kissing the perspiration on my brow. I closed my eyes, trying to shield them from the drops of sweat.
“Ooh…baby…” I gasped, blindly devouring his lips while he grasped my back, digging his fingernails into my skin.
“This is our world, Charlie, our lives, yeah?” John moaned pulling my head down into his chest.
‘Indeed it is, paradise in an otherwise crazy world.’

At Dave’s House…
“Martin, fuck,” Dave yelled as he was enjoying Dave’s flesh between his legs. I, on the other hand, was on the bottom, inside the taut space of Dave, pushing upwards into the puckered muscle.
“Yes, baby…no better world than this, yeah?” I whispered, feeling the explosion on the horizon.
“Shit…” he said, yanking Martin’s head into his crotch.
‘There was no place I would rather be right now.’
Here, in the company of my two lovers of whom I have wanted forever. Just because I was married to a female, did not mean that these desires had gone away. In fact, it made them stronger since deep down I had considered myself to be more into men than women.
Today was only the beginning, too. I would not allow this to end as it did years ago over jealousy and pain. Moreover, I would not let the tart I also fancied ruin the perfect world I so desperately craved.
‘This world and only, this world, was the one I wanted to be in right now…’

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